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Push me through walls
and bruise my shoulders.
Throw me to the floor
"It's hard as boulders."
But daddy dearest, I'm growing older
And with my age
 I grow bolder.
"Raise yourfist and then he'll know her."
I showed my teeth
"As he tried to sell her."
And I rose to my feet
And said "Respect your elders"
My seldom act portrayed resistance
He couldnt react
and needed assistance
He choked to his minion -
his trained apprentice
And she held my legs as he
sprawled to freedom.
And fingerprints bled across my skin
and she failed to see them
And they called me destroyer,
wrecker of homes
I'M A FUCKKK UP AND A FREAK
But never one of the drones
Ive seen many things
with my eyes wide open
I used to be this quiet little queen
always constantly choking
Always longed to argue
but I always caught them smoking
SO I grew,
-SILENTLY OUTSPOKEN-
And then I knew
how to break from this prison
And thats when I finally made my decision
Everytime he pushed me through walls
Id make my incision
And when he'd break and bruise my shoulders
My anger would multiply like cell division
I bare my teeth
and make an encription
They pierce his skin
"He needs anesthetic"
His airs wearing thin
and he's starting to panic
He calls me insane
but he's the one manic.
He cant seem to catch his breath
but he's starting to demand it
I reached my feet but I cant stand it
I stretch my legs and try to expand them
I run through the longest hall
I scream every foot but I never fall.
Ive worked so hard that my muscles cringe.
I run so long but I cant find the end
This is what it's come down to,
my whole life to defend.
IVe tried to fake it and make ammends
but my mask is falling off and I'm starting a trend.
I finally rose to my feet.
and abound my fist
I'm never gunna run
but I'll always resist.
I was only here when you wanted,
now you know I exist.
I'm done leaving and grieving
cos you'll be decesed and desist.
Leave you dead in a fucking ditch
Sleeping with the fucking fish
Never knowing what you fucking missed.
I'm a fuck up and a freak but not a mistake
I"m a fuck up and a freak
but thats something you'll NEVER change.