Thots.: What do you do,

When dreams come true? And theyre oh, so ordinary?

I just wanna get out.. I just wanna escape

But I can't.

I cant leave these emtee corridors.

cause all I am is a "little whore" of yours.

Isn't that right?

Tongue tied like a noose around my neck

nails in my head

lead in my mouth

Can I pull it?

I bet my insides aren't as pretty....

But I'm not the coward you want me to be.

I'm not the me you wish to see.

I could never be the fish in your sea

I wont drown

I promise

I wont drown, wont drown. Drown.

I have no need for your acceptance or lies

I have no need for that glint in your eyes

I can get any guy

even with a bigger size

Sometimes I feel like this is all my fault

Sometimes I feel like I'm not perfectly flawed

Sometimes I feel like I need to put away my claws

but they wont retract, they wont retract, retract.

I just gotta GROWL.

Howl at the moon,

let go of my inner beast

let go of this dumb shit rhyme scheme.

I'm done holding on

I just wanna pull it.

But I wont drown, I wont retract.

I wont retract.

My dreams aren't so ordinary.

Thots.